I’ve seen the sun rise quite often lately. I’ve been working out on the “trail” behind my apartments this week and I get a clear view when I’m on the side of the trail walking East, I can see the sun rising and it’s beautiful. Even though, when I’m looking at it, I am sweating and out of breath, although I am pretty close to dying it makes me feel beautiful and like my day is going to be peaceful. I feel grounded and present. I always wonder if this has to do with me being a fire sign and that’s why I get so much energy from the sun.
I would like to say that every time I’m getting my groove on while walking the “trail” behind my house something happens that scares me and heightens my anxiety. (It’s not an actual trail, it’s a wide concrete sidewalk placed surrounding a big, scary ditch.) I think one day a snake and a little troll with sharp teeth are going to come out of that tall grass you see off to the left in that picture and assault my ankles. OR the guy that walks his giant german shepherds are going to release them on me. I don’t understand how he always ends up behind me no matter what time I start walking. It’s like he knows I’m scared to death of dogs. Why do you need two huge dogs? Why do people want to live with things that can eat them?
I can’t wait until the day I’m running a couple miles like it’s nothing while looking at the sunrise… I’m working on it. I need a good sports bra. I need to take donations for a sports bra that big though… sigh.
P.S. I just had deja vu. I always say that means I’m right where I’m suppose to be… what does deja vu mean to you?