If there is something I don’t like about myself, it is that sometimes I take everything personally. It leaves me quite literally hating everyone on the face of the Earth… my head hurts, my chest and my stomach burns and I want to cry. Even though the rejected feelings I have are probably imagined and are my own doing, I can’t help but be angry.
Then, I remember that I’m one of those highly sensitive people. (I’ve passed up a great job because of #16, interesting.) I fear my life will be a never ending emotional rollercoaster. Here’s another article on how the hell I feel. 23 Signs That You’re An HSP
I try my hardest not to take these feelings out on people because: 1. I know they will pass. 2. No one deserves my lashing out. 3. A good meal and a drink usually cures me until I’m moody again.
Honestly, people are inconsiderate assholes. The things people do to me, I would never do to them but these people don’t even think passed their own nipples so what can you do……….. I am also tired of being the brain in every operation.
Can I please go on a vacation? Right now, I prefer my own island with an endless supply of fajitas and strawberry margaritas. Thanks.
For now, I will go eat chocolate, read this article, and pretend that everyone is dead to me.